worried

Well.. Nothing new in that segment!! I really hope the deals that we worked for will fall through. The chances are looking pretty slim and its getting me a bit worried. Oh god, I would give up something if that come through. If only our parents were rich, we would have nothing to worry about. My mom is left stranded when my dad passed away when we were still studying. Its always been the money issue. If only.... If only dad got insurance..or better still DID NOT LEAVE US.. things might have been different. Mom have been always struggling..and I am hoping I can change that.I do think my brother and I have changed her fortune a little.. but not entirely. She has no property, no savings no partner. I want to help.. I do.. If I have a million dollars now.. I can change it. Whoever who said money cant buy you happiness, that is utter BULLSHIT