worried

Well.. Nothing new in that segment!! I really hope the deals that we worked for will fall through. The chances are looking pretty slim and its getting me a bit worried. Oh god, I would give up something if that come through. If only our parents were rich, we would have nothing to worry about. My mom is left stranded when my dad passed away when we were still studying. Its always been the money issue. If only.... If only dad got insurance..or better still DID NOT LEAVE US.. things might have been different. Mom have been always struggling..and I am hoping I can change that.I do think my brother and I have changed her fortune a little.. but not entirely. She has no property, no savings no partner. I want to help.. I do.. If I have a million dollars now.. I can change it. Whoever who said money cant buy you happiness, that is utter BULLSHIT

blardy fool

The day started off as usual.. Same dig, same lame day... The thing is the whole thing is turning into a trend... Some trend that I cant very much agree upon.. When someone says 'I am a man and I have a DICK. Thus I can whank and you can't' ideology, I always fail to understand. He says that woman should take care of the household and not be bothered about questioning him at all times. If that is the case, why bother asking the woman to do a man's job ie 'bringing the moolahs'? Why bother asking her to take care of business when it is your job since the woman needs to be at home taking care of your napkins? Does that mean he wants to be a pussy now?

Make up ur mind asswipe.. what do u want???!!!

numero uno

Gosh, never have I thought that I would do this one day. Letting people read the most intimate and private things in my life. That said, I need to get things out of my chest. Bottling up feelings and thoughts are not a way to go. I used to write in diaries to record my daily actions and thoughts.. At one point I burned them.. Please don't ask why.. ;p
I would like to share what I know about myself.. Some might perceive me as boring...some may think of me as a genius... But the truth is I am neither. I love laughing... I can laugh a whole goddamm day if I could... I also love crying... So u can call me an emotionally unstable wreck! lol
I like achieving things.. promotions, gifts, bonuses etc.. I like the word love and how the movies portray them to be... ;)
That is it for the first one... It will be hard to get into the habit of writing again however I will try. For those who bothered reading this, thank you and do share your thoughts as well. After all, what is this created for !